Attacks of my stalkers
The stalkers are 95% empty threats. My susceptibility to their intimidation comes from me. Obviously there is a transmissions device or some external physical influence. But suggestion is their main weapon.
Yes they probably are capable of finishing somebody off by other means. This is supposed to be the less favourable outcome, an emergency disposal, from what I gather.
Main attacks:
‘Jack [they use my name a lot], you are the most arrogant person in the whole wide world; you are so fucking arrogant’ [repeat]
‘Jack you are the most arrogant person I’ve ever met, [correction] you are the most arrogant person I’ve ever encountered’. This says something.
Physical violence against me in the immediate future - “we’re coming down now and Adrian’s gonna fucking smash your head in”, etc.
They warn me I’ll be tortured and the torturers will throw a big party and a queue of people wielding different tools will torture me streamed online to subscribers. While I’ve been travelling - changing location randomly - I’ve heard this in places from Melbourne to Malaysia to Singapore to Bali and it doesn’t quite make sense. The date of this proposed event is usually 4-7 days away, making it implausible that they could plan a venue in a foreign land when they don’t know where I’ll be by then.
Threats of career sabotage. ‘You will never ever work in academia again.’ This includes pretending to have been in touch with some of my referees. We have people everywhere. Everyone hates you.
They pretend friends have turned against me. Say I’m looking at FB at someone: “She hates you. She can’t stand you.” Designed to make me paranoid and isolate from them and intimidate that they know something I don’t and have influence to turn anybody against me. They do this with everybody, often as I’m in the process of reaching out to them online or just in thought.
Threats of constant surveillance. ‘We have people everywhere. We have them on the roof, around the corner. We have them up the street, down the street. We have thousands of people in Ubud alone. There is no escape.
Immediate intimidation and belittling. Constant commentary on everything I am doing. This can be sometimes upbeat and quirky, but often it is hyper-critical. Everything from making big decisions down to where I put the toothpaste. Actually the big decisions they tend not to play this game, as if they are waiting with bated breath to plan to keep up with me. This pressure will initiate some kind of stuff-up, however minor, that feeds their fire and the cycle can repeat. Especially in public.
I’ve suffered very little in terms of actual physical impact from this, but it has taken a mental toll. Their threats take on a satirical quality after so many empty threats are promised but not delivered.
It's great that you've categorized all their empty threats to you. It's a great way to organize the situation you're in so that you can analyze it objectively. By now, you've probably realized these threats are a fear tactic.
I had similar threats in the beginning. After a month or so, I hit a breaking point and told them to bring it on. I was no longer afraid. I decided I'd rather die like a man than to live in fear. The threats ended shortly after that.
The program will then find something else to incite an emotional reaction out of you. Once you identify it and acknowledge it, it gets easier and easier to identify and defeat the next attack.
The trick is to not become defensive or fall into a victim mentality. Face every accusation and fear tactic head on. Use it as an opportunity to reflect on why these subjects cause such and emotional response.
These attacks are meant to exploit insecurities. Instead, allow it to reveal your weaknesses so that you can address them and grow. This is transmutation at its finest.
They want you to develope CPTSD. Instead, go for Post Traumatic Growth.