'Everybody is duplicitous'

A dream that represents the 'gangstalking' paranoia in full

Last night I had a dream that was very frustrating and felt that it might have been influenced remotely. I have never felt my dreams impacted by my stalkers, despite this being a common theme in other TIs.

As in some of my dreams, I am able to fly. But not great distances. I flap my wings and will my way in some direction. Sometimes these dreams are about escaping from threats. But often they’re just about moving in a floaty, flight-y fashion - kinda like an astronaut bouncing on the moon - it is like I exist in low gravity.

In last night’s dream, which seemed to go for four hours, I was able to ‘fly’ away from a threat, only to fly straight into the trap of another one. And so on. And I could understand the nature of the ‘orchestration’ - the threats (which were all dream-like, flying versions of various nasty humans) were communicating with each other. And I felt like I had no hope.

What links this to gangstalking, beyond the obvious, is that each threat was, on the surface a regular individual member of society. Some represented the cricket club. Others were retailers at a shop. In other words, they demonstrated the duality that can make people believe in the worst versions of gangstalking: that regular, everyday members of society, on the street and in shops - our neighbours and even our families - are in on it and out to get us.

I don’t believe in that myself. And I believe that those who do have fallen victim to the attempted simulation of the system, and not to the system itself. The program is, I believe, a highly elaborate AI-based method involving implants and satellite communication to a central location. It is designed to induce fear and paranoia, and it wants you to lash out at your neighbours and others.

Whether or not this dream has anything to do with it, I am not sure. But it reminded me of the early days experiencing being stalked when I was certain some people in my city were indeed ‘after’ me'. And in a couple of episodes of hysteria and paranoia, I was unable to rest and relax, I was constantly on the run because I didn’t know who to escape these evil criminals.

The other possibility is that the dream represented how trapped I have felt during conflicts with my (ex-)partner, and my struggle with the idea that somebody I adored and loved could also be a deeply manipulative, narcissistic and insecure individual.

She blocked me yesterday on WhatsApp.

Anyway, this post is merely a document, and I cannot really analyse what the dream means until perhaps further versions occur or things fall into place a little down the track.

Stay safe, and remember, as a TI you are a valuable and valued member of society. You are loved. Those that oppress you do not deserve to live, have no valid platform, and are dead men walking.

Jack